Toate emoțiile sunt frumoase

Despre moarte, numai de bine. Parcă așa scria undeva.

Posted by on May 9, 2015 in Citatul săptămânii, Ne minunăm, Trăim, Visăm | 1 comment

”Mintea mea nu poate gestiona nimicuri, Ana„ îmi spune Ada cu ochii ei mari, întotdeauna machiați, încercând să îmi explice de ce îi este atât de greu să gestioneze conceptul de moarte. ”Aș putea accepta ideea de a arde în Iad pentru eternitate dacă aș reuși să cred în Iad. Dacă asta merit, asta merit. Măcar știu o treabă. Dar nimic? Să se oprească totul după ce murim?? Asta nu pot gestiona.”

Vezi tu, Emma, astea sunt momentele în care eu mă tot întreb cum am ajuns să am așa prieteni frumoși. Astea sunt momentele în care, oricum ar fi viața mea la momentul respectiv, simt că ceva cu siguranță am făcut bine în viața asta, dacă ajung să am astfel de conversații cu astfel de oameni care îmi par infinit de frumoși. Frumoși așa, într-un mod esențial, Emma. Într-un mod care te emoționează profund. Pentru că mintea lor nu poate gestiona nimicuri.

I-am răspuns cu un citat. Nu am avut nimic de spus mai bun de atât. Cineva înaintea mea, a spus-o mai bine. Iar mie nu îmi place să reinventez roata.

“You want a physicist to speak at your funeral. You want the physicist to talk to your grieving family about the conservation of energy, so they will understand that your energy has not died. You want the physicist to remind your sobbing mother about the first law of thermodynamics; that no energy gets created in the universe, and none is destroyed. You want your mother to know that all your energy, every vibration, every Btu of heat, every wave of every particle that was her beloved child remains with her in this world. You want the physicist to tell your weeping father that amid energies of the cosmos, you gave as good as you got.

And at one point you’d hope that the physicist would step down from the pulpit and walk to your brokenhearted spouse there in the pew and tell him that all the photons that ever bounced off your face, all the particles whose paths were interrupted by your smile, by the touch of your hair, hundreds of trillions of particles, have raced off like children, their ways forever changed by you. And as your widow rocks in the arms of a loving family, may the physicist let her know that all the photons that bounced from you were gathered in the particle detectors that are her eyes, that those photons created within her constellations of electromagnetically charged neurons whose energy will go on forever.

And the physicist will remind the congregation of how much of all our energy is given off as heat. There may be a few fanning themselves with their programs as he says it. And he will tell them that the warmth that flowed through you in life is still here, still part of all that we are, even as we who mourn continue the heat of our own lives.

And you’ll want the physicist to explain to those who loved you that they need not have faith; indeed, they should not have faith. Let them know that they can measure, that scientists have measured precisely the conservation of energy and found it accurate, verifiable and consistent across space and time. You can hope your family will examine the evidence and satisfy themselves that the science is sound and that they’ll be comforted to know your energy’s still around. According to the law of the conservation of energy, not a bit of you is gone; you’re just less orderly. Amen.”

Aaron Freeman

Să ne fie de bine.

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  1. Alex

    Superb pasaj.

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